Sunday, August 31, 2008
listening to : Evan Yo - 我用一首Demo跟你告白 XD
condition : fuiiyoorr.
time : 13:28p.m.
date : 31st August 2OO8


feeling countdown
feeling countdown
feeling countdown

Feeling Cafe again !
went Feeling for countdown yesterday.
=D =D =D

well. because of the since 12pm hunger.
I ate one Baked Cheese Spaghetti. and one French Toast.
with a Feeling Ice Mocha.
and no pictures for it.

and for countdown.
we countdown from 1O seconds.
and ended up singing Negaraku.

ohmyGAWWD.
it's an embarrassing moment.


Yo is BACK !
Yo is BACK !
Yo is BACK !

He's Evan Yo.
and he's back.
with his Search Evan Yo's album
and here is the picture of his promo in SgWang.
28/O8/2OO8


the emcee was not as friendly as 988 one.
I still prefer 988. =D
Especially Nic and Jeff.

his I'm Back really suit his genre of music.
although I don't like him singing this kind of song.
don't blame me for that blurrish picture 3.
he's very active that day. =D


and the fans called and shout.
some kinda calling him Chicken Little.
and. they even shouted.
" Min You! you look cool when you tie your shoe lace. "
ohmyGAWWDD !

the second song was Stay With Me.
I really really love this song.
I was stunned. =D


they're actually talking about the next song.
我用一首Demo跟你告白 XD
And the emcee asked him about [ XD ]
and he poses this funny cute pose.

He only pose twice. =[

such a creative song !
我用一首Demo跟你告白 XD
ohmyGAWWD !
I think I'm going to confess this way too.
by music.
and the second I Believe I can Fly picture.
HAHAHAHA !
it came out like that.

when the press busy capturing his face.
I capture his sexy back. =D







Friday, August 29, 2008
listening to : Aska Yang - Yang Cong
condition : i don't know .
time : 14:O5p.m
date : 29th August 2OO8


if you realise
if you realise
if you realise



如果你眼神能够为我 片刻的降临
ru guo ni yan shen neng gou wei wo pian ke de jiang lin
If only, your vision would look upon me

如果你能听到 心碎的声音

ru guo ni neng ting dao xin sui de sheng yin
If only, you could hear the sounds of a heart break

沉默的守护着你 沉默的等奇迹

chen mo de shou hu zhe ni chen mo de deng qi ji
Silently watching over you, silently waiting for a miracle

沉默的让自己 像是空气
chen mo de rang zi ji xiang shi kong qi
Silently letting myself, be like air


大家都吃着聊着笑着 今晚多开心
da jia dou chi zhe liao zhe xiao zhe jin wan duo kai xin
Everyone’s eating, talking, laughing, tonite is such a joy

最角落里的我 笑得多合群
zui jiao luo li de wo xiao de duo he qun
The cornermost me, is laughing together with the rest

盘底的洋葱像我 永远是调味品
pan di de yang cong xiang wo yong yuan shi tiao wei pin
The onions at the bottom of the plate are just like me, forever the flavouring

偷偷的看着你 偷偷的隐藏着自己
tou tou de kan zhe ni tou tou de yin cang zhe zi ji
Secretly watching you, secretly hiding myself


如果你愿意一层一层一层 的剥开我的心
ru guo ni yuan yi yi ceng yi ceng yi ceng de bo kai wo de xin
If you are willing to peel open my heart, layer by layer by layer

你会发现 你会讶异

ni hui fa xian ni hui ya yi
You will discover, you will be shocked

你是我 最压抑 最深处的秘密

ni shi wo zui ya yi zui shen chu de mi mi
You are my most suppressed, deepest secret


如果你愿意一层一层一层 的剥开我的心

ru guo ni yuan yi yi ceng yi ceng yi ceng de bo kai wo de xin
If you are willing to peel open my heart, layer by layer by layer

你会鼻酸 你会流泪

ni hui bi suan ni hui liu lei
Your nose will run, you will tear

只要你能 听到我 看到我的全心全意

zhi yao ni neng ting dao wo kan dao wo de quan xin quan yi
If only you can hear me, see my wholeheartedness

 
听你说你和你的他们 暧昧的空气

ting ni shuo ni he ni de ta men ai mei de kong qi
Hearing you talk about you and your many other ‘him’ and the blossoming loves

我和我的绝望 装得很风趣
wo he wo de jue wang zhuang de hen feng qu
Me and my hopelessness act very amused

我就像一颗洋葱 永远是配角戏

wo jiu xiang yi ke yang cong yong yuan shi pei jiao xi
I’m just like an onion, forever just the supporting actor

多希望能与你 有一秒 专属的剧情

duo xi wang neng yu ni you yi miao zhuan shu de ju qing
How i wish to have with you, a second of our own story


Yo is BACK !
Yo is BACK !
Yo is BACK !




went to SgWang yesterday for Evan Yo's promo.
it's quite a hit. but not that high.
but girls around. =D
4 stars !

the promo starts at 8pm.
I reached at 6pm.
I know I'm kia-su.
It's his once in a black moon coming down to KL.
I don't want to miss it.
and reached there.
nothing to do.
looking around.
see any pretty girls.
I don't expect some of his fans to be pretty.
=]

he's tall.
abit taller than me.
he speaks cutely.
abit cuter than me.
=X

andd.
actually Meg called me to go onee.
=D
and thanks to her for fetching me home.
if none I need to pack into Sardine LRT dyy.

and further report would be blogged soon.
till I install my Photoshop into my brother's computer.
=D


Wednesday, August 27, 2008
listening to : Vincy Chan - Xi Huan Yi Ge Ren Hao Lei
condition : i'm afraid.
time : 1O:26 p.m.
date : 27 August 2OO8

happy birthday evaa
happy birthday cartoon
happy birthday monster

Happy 15th birthdayy !
May your live be as happy as fairy tale.
=D
andd jiayou jiayou in your PMR !

i'm afraid
i'm afraid
i'm afraid

no matter where I go.
no matter what I do.
there's something that I can't let go.

I'm afraid she'll leave me.
but it happens.

I'm afraid that she'll disappear from my life.
I hope it don't happen.

everytime.
I would look out for her.
just to make sure she is here.
everytime.
I would look out for her.
just to make sure today isn't the last day.

people says.
" good girls love bad guys "
I wonder it is true or not ?

Sunday, August 24, 2008
listening to : S2 - Wonderland
condition : unstable.
time : 22:1Op.m.
date : 24 August 2OO8
time versus love
time versus love
time versus love
people say.
time would fade away love.
including the love that we don't want to forget.
I don't know why.
I know I must forget.
I know I must let go.
but.
I still don't let go.
I still care about her.
I still want her attention.
I love her.
I like her.
I admire her.
I adore her.
I care about her.
I want her attention.
I want EVERYTHING from her.
but. I ended up nothing but only tears.
those tears that make me fall.
those tears that make me weak.
I can't let go.
I can't resist to love her.
and I hope she loves me too.


Thursday, August 21, 2008
listening to : Yoga Lin - Mystery Guest
condition : okayyhh. boredd .
time : 16:22 p.m.
date : 21 August 2OO8

always hope that I'm someone better.
always hope that I'm someone better.
always hope that I'm someone better.

I don't like losing.
I don't like failure.
I don't like being the last.
but. I can't.
I always lose to you.
lose to your heart.
lose to your smile.
lose to your actions.
I'm not Superman.
I'm not a LOSER too.
but. when it comes to you.
I'm both.
I act as a LOSER Superman.

" When it's not mine means it's not mine "
but I really wish it could be mine.
I wish that only she could be mine.
the only thing I'm wishing.
=[

Useless resembles me.
FAILURE describes me.
but. loving and caring is my everything.
they're my powers.
they're my weaknesses.
they're my resistances.


Monday, August 18, 2008
listening to : Yoga Lin - Shen Mi Jia Bing
condition : i'm soo scaredd. =D
time : 21:OO p.m.
date : 18th August 2OO8
previous blogs.
previous blogs.
previous blogs.
there's previous blogs.
which I blogged about someone who I loved.
and she found it offensive.
I'm here to say sorry.
the bloggie had been edited.
I hope she do forgive me.
very sorry for making a fuss for you.
I am who I am.
I am who I am.
I am who I am.
who care if how people judge me ?
I do care.
they judge.
I think about it.
if it makes me a better person.
I would change.
I receive comments openly.
and I don't care if you blabbers like whatt .
as long as you're not talking crap.
I love you.
I love you.
I love you.
I need to learn to forget.
I need to learn to stand up after falling.
I need to learn how to live on without any bad memories.
I need to learn how to be a better person.
I need to learn how to love a person.
I would learn all this.
just to show to everyone.
I'm not a failure.
=D
I'm not someone who falls and cry.
I'm not someone who drop and never wants to stand.
I'm not someone who faint and never wake up.
I will show to them.
show to everyone.
when I fall. I would be the best one next.
=D
thank you.
thank you.
thank you.
love number 1.
my ex-baby.
urghh. I still take her as my baby now.
thank you for appreciating everything I gave you.
thank you for 'slapping' me.
thank you for waking me up.
thank you for being my bitter and sweet memories.
thank you for making me happy once upon a time.
thank you for making me cry for the second time in my life.
thank you for being the one that I will always love.
thank you for teaching me what is love.
thank you for being my true love.
thank you for telling me that love need 2 sides.
thank you for giving me the most wonderful life in my whole 15 years.
thank you for being EVERYTHING to me.
lastly.
thank you for being Elsie Koon.
I will always remember you.
I will always love you.
x33
love number 2.
saayaangg.
thank you for being a listener.
thank you for accompanying me.
thank you for listening to my emoo craps.
I appreciate every single of it.
and may I repay your kindness ??
ily x33
love number 3.
EvaaCARTOON.
thank you for all the advices.
thank you for arguing with me.
thank you for telling me she's not everything to me.
thank you for telling me I'm still standing on my feet yet.
thank you for being soo caring towards me.
ily x33
love number 4.
friends around me.
thank you for accompanying me in Feeling.
you all are always in my mind.
everytimee !
=D
ilyALL x33
Saturday, August 16, 2008
listening to : Vincy Chan - Xi Huan Yi Ge Ren Hao Lei
condition : woottss !
time : 21:28 p.m.
date : 16th August 2OO8
loving 2 person in one time.
loving 2 person in one time.
loving 2 person in one time.
WARNING.
this bloggie post contain vulgar words.
small kids. Please read but don't use till you reach certain age.
how could a person loves 2 person in one time ?
I can't.
He could.
seriously he could.
=D
Acting cool ?
being a good guy in front of everybody ?
I couldn't take it but to blog.
I really have no eyes to see at his character.
number 1. acting high class.
and again. he hates LaLa.
I wonder someone who anti-LALA just because he wanna look high class ?
pleasee mann !
you're not high class at all.
you're just an actor in front of everyone.
Sg. Wang is a low class place.
POOH !
Superstars from all around the world went there.
Pavillion. KLCC. The Curve. Mid Valley.
is soo called a high class place.
yeaahh. I guess.
and you came out at the end of the day.
with no money in your pockets.
and nothing on your both hands.
just because you want to ac high class.
number 2. Anti LALA.
I wonder why should you anti LALA.
It's something that's ridiculous !
so called someone who's holy.
someone who went to Rome and seen Pope.
I went ROMP laa weyhh.
but you're judging people by their looks ?
by what they wear ?
owhh mann.
such a failure.
number 3. being soo discipline and funky in a same time?
lawls. being discipline in school.
but in the same time. try to be funky.
stop with your double life dude.
you can do it.
because you're a failure.
*winks*
number 4. acting rich all the way.
lawls.
a Macau Nike shoe is rich ?
Macau is full of pirated stuff. =D
this would be enough to proof bahh ?
and now. he's debating and arguing with me.
loving 2 girls in one time ?
Sophia and Jocelyn Lian ?
HAHAAHAHHAA.
I shall laugh.
taking another girl as a subsitution.
ohmygawwd.
Jocelyn Lian. if you're looking at this ?
I'm not telling a lie or what.
it's the truth.
ask other friends. =D
and. Sophia too.
I ain't gonna anti him or what.
this type of guy.
PUUUHH !
I had the only thing to say.
you made a right choice. =D
and. so on.
he's still acting like a blarrdyy annoying dude.
who calls people as a monk.
owhh mann.
when I start to scold people.
that's the starting of my
No Mercy 2 Nerdy
I know everyone loves this.
I'm enjoying it.
well. I should post the conversation here.
and be amazed.
of his SHINGLISH. =D
SHIT + ENGLISH
I hatee nerds.
Friday, August 15, 2008
listening to : Avril Lavigne - When I'm Gone
condition : i won't be as perfect as you are.
time : O9:39 p.m.
date : 15 August 2OO8
do you still love me ?
do you still love me ?
do you still love me ?
noticing day by day.
increasing day by day.
my love.
the time.
my life.
I don't know what's so hard for me to forget everything about you.
it should be easy for someone like me.
but I made it hard.
it's right if I can't let you go.
because I'm afraid you won't come back to me anymore.
but if I'm gone in front of you forever.
the problems would gone.
the anoyyance would gone.
but my love would be gone too.
I don't wish to end this so fast.
simply because I'm deeply in love with you.
even if my mind is on other people.
my heard had been owned by other people.
but the pieces of you would remain in me.
there's no unfairness.
there's no two people in my life.
I don't wish to let go everyone because of you.
I don't wish to let go everything because of you.
but I don't wish to let go you because of everything.
I still love you.
but do you still love me ?
there's no answer beneath this question.
there's no reply behind all of your heart.
wo hai shi aii ni.
nii aii wo maa ?
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
listening to : David Tao - I Love You
condition : even if I tried thousand of times.
time : 21:15 p.m.
date : 13th August 2OO8
even if I tried thousand times
even if I tried thousand times
even if I tried thousand times
I'm smart.
I'm brilliant.
I'm clever.
whatever they say.
they're totally wrong.
I'm not smart.
as I can't even appreciate someone that I loved.
I'm not brilliant.
as I can't protect someone that I loved.
I'm not clever.
as I can't mantain someone that I loved to be by my side.
I can't afford getting those fake compliments.
I can't take those mouth-sweetening words.
because I know I am not.
even if I could reach the sky.
plucked the brightest star for you.
even if I could reach the core.
bringing the heat to you.
even if I could reach to the deepest ocean.
and bring back the best coral.
I would always be a total ZERO to you.
and I wouldn't be your HERO forever.
simply because I'm not PERFECT to be a SUPERHERO.
what's the best thing that I'd done to you before ?
what's the best meal that I'd cook for you before ?
what's the best moment that I'd shared with you before ?
it's a total ZERO.
I don't dare to do the best thing for you.
because I'm afraid I'll only stop there and not improving.
I don't dare to cook the best meal for you.
because I'm afraid I couldn't cook for you anymore.
I don't dare to share my best moment.
because I'm afraid that it would be the last moment.
even if I dissappear.
even if I'm nowhere.
you would still be in your life.
wondering when is your prince charming coming.
and I would be wondering when would my you be my princess.
it's just a stupid story.
but full of meaningful storyline.
it's just something everyone go through.
but it's something special that I go through.
Sunday, August 10, 2008
listening to : Shayne Ward - Until You
condition : haihhss.
time : 17:56 p.m.
date : 1Oth August 2Oo8


beijing welcomes you
beijing welcomes you
beijing welcomes you


let's talk about Olympic 2OO8.
where Beijing welcomes us with the most magnificent opening.
the torch lighting.
<333

- The Olympic Torch Lighting by Li Ning -


- The Bird Nest Stadium -

somehow.
I feel that the Bird Nest stadium is a unique one.
It resembles the bird nest.
which is a very valuable thing for people especially Chinese.
=D
and
o8.o8.o8
8.08 p.m.
This would be the most unique Olympic in the history.

shayne ward
shayne ward
shayne ward

I guess this is the first English male singer that I idolize.
Shayne Ward.
great vocal.
and great songs.
more about him
Shayne Ward

his Until You song.
when it reaches the bridge.
his hight pitching was really smooth.
i envy youuu !
=D


- Shayne Ward - Until You -

i'm a failure
i'm a failure
i'm a failure

yes.
I AM!
T.T
there's no reason for me to forget her.
all is about HER! HER! HER!
I look like I'd let go.
but I haven't.
I don't want to stay and act in front of anyone anymore.
I don't want to act that I'm strong.
I don't want to act as if I don't need her.
because.
I really need her.
life without her.
is like a drama without the hero.
is like a music without it's rhythm.
is like a life without colours.

no matter how much I changed.
no matter how much I turn into.
I won't be her prince charming.
no matter how much I do.
no matter how much I put my effort.
I won't get to break her heart's shield.

I wish I could jump high.
and never see her anymore.
I wish I could leap up to the sky.
where no one knows I'm crying.
I wish I could just fly to nowhere.
where no one would ever notice about me.
but. avoiding is not the best method.




Saturday, August 9, 2008
listening to : Jay Chou - Jian Dan Ai
condition : love. love. love.
time : 12:1O a.m.
date : O9th August 2Oo8


nothing is forever
nothing is forever
nothing is forever

in this world.
there's no one would volunteer to help you.
in this world.
there's no one would be by your side forever.
in this world.
there's no such thing as forever love.

but.
why should I think of it everytime ?
am I wasting my timee ?
I go crazy today.
wasn't focusing much in tuition.
being too obsessed by her.
I want to forget her.
which I always I think I'd done it.
but.
memories keep coming in.
whyy ?!

Thursday, August 7, 2008
listening to : Evan Yo - Wo Xiang Yao Shuo
condition : houu faann arkk !
time : O4:42a.m.
date : O7 August 2OO8
morning bloggers!
morning bloggers!
morning bloggers!
urghh.
urghh.
urghh.
should be studying early in the morning like this.
but I ended up blogging. =D
well. I shouldn't be blogging now.
Trials started yesterday.
朋友变情人 3! when friends to lovers 3!
朋友变情人 3! when friends to lovers 3!
朋友变情人 3! when friends to lovers 3!
Chapter 3 - The Confession
is love something compulsory in life ?
I don't know why.
I don't know how.
I could love a person.
without noticing that I'm actually over-protective.
maybe I'm afraid of losing.
maybe I'm afraid of failing.
I don't want to FAIL anymore.
I don't want to losee someone that I really love anymore!!
I'm not someone who just love anyone just like that.
told her that I liked her.
but I ended up sleeping alone.
while waiting for her reply.
well. I'm too tired that's why.
I wonder what does she feel..
Tuesday, August 5, 2008
SAD-FREE BLOG !!
listening to : Nicholas Teo - BaBa MaMa
condition : i'm letting go.
time : 17:11p.m.
date : O5th August 2Oo8

skipping school.
skipping school.
skipping school.

skipped school again !
nahh. this time if for FUN.
since saayaang skipped school.
so I skipped too !


i'm letting go.
i'm letting go.
i'm letting go.

I'm letting go this life.
but it doesn't mean I'm going to die.
life's is not only on one.
I have loong way to go.
but.
I will still open my hands and wait for you.
I will still send you night messages and morning messages.
I will still wait for you but never get anyone waiting for me.
maybe it's right.
I shall put you in my mind.
but not my heart.
because you don't deserve anymore living in my heart.
I shall put people that love and care for me into my heart.
I don't mind if you want to care.
=D

I'm making this a SAD-FREE blog !!

4 months. HAHA.
4 months. HAHA.
4 months. HAHA.

it should be 4 months huhh ?
4 months of living because of a girl.
fuhh. fuhh. fuhh.
I'd lived for 4 months because of a girl.
could you believe it ?
well. all I could say is thanks to Eva.
youu knoww about your dad's that message ?
it hit straight into me.
well.
people won't appreciate other people.
till the day the others have problems.
and they'll appreciate them.
I believe that she'll appreciate what I did.
=D
I'll pray hard for your dad's speedy recovery.
=D


romeo and juliet
romeo and juliet
romeo and juliet

lawls.
my brother said.
woo-ing a girl through phone won't work.
who say soo ?
=D
well. saayaangg.
tell my brother it works ?
HAHAHAHAHA!
anyhow. I shall thank my saayangg too.
for being beside me when I'm emoo.
although I'm beside you no matter you emo or OME or MEO.
I know I'm annoying. =D




Monday, August 4, 2008
listening to : Nicholas Teo - Tong Che Xin Fei
condition : i'm emoo. i'm going crazy.
time : 17:28p.m.
date : O4th August 2Oo8

because I have a lover.
because I have a lover.
because I have a lover.

I wish I could close my eyes.
see the hidden world.
and wish I could meet who I love.
and going away from the world of unknown.
a world of predictions.

perhaps what saayaang said is right.
" Because you have a lover. "

maybe. because of this lover.
my life is getting imbalanced.
my life is getting more suffering.

maybe because of this lover.
I had lost a lot of chances.
I had lost a lot of friends.
I had lost a lot of love.

just like what cartoon said.
" You could lift it up. for sure you could let it down. "
I don't know I should let it down or not.
I'm afraid I'll lose it.
and never come back to it anymore.
I'm afraid if I let it down.
I can't lift it up again forever.

I wish I could know how does she feel.
In that way.
I could determine whether to stay lifting the weight or not.
the heavy weight.
which I had been carrying for 2 months.
and I'm still holding on.
wishing that I could hug the weight instead.
I want the TRUTH!
I want to know what do you feel.
But. you wouldn't tell me a thing.
a SINGLE thing.

I'd lost friends because of it.
I'd lost love because of it.
I'd lost everything because of it.
because in my mind.
in front of my eyes.
you're the
coloured out of the black and white.
you're the valuable one out of all treasures.
even if I lose the whole world.
but you're right beside me.
I would still be happy.
but if I lose you and gets the whole world.
I prefer staying in a lonely world than having it all.
I prefer being with you than having the whole world.
because without you.
a world is still a world.
it's not going to be my world.


I wished I'm a extra-ordinary superhero;
with an ordinary girlfriend.


Friday, August 1, 2008
listening to : KenJi Wu - QianQianQianShou
condition : life is sooo FUN!
time : 17:OOp.m.
date : 1st August 2Oo8


AJK announcement meeting.
AJK announcement meeting.
AJK announcement meeting.

lawls.
lawls.
lawls.
I don't expect myself to get into AJK.
It's like IMPOSSIBLE.
Long hair. Discipline entahh apaa.
Pn. Junaidah's first AIM.
and got into as Penolong Ketua Pembangunan.
LAWLS!
well. thank GOD I didn't got Penolong Ketua Disiplin.
I know the work.
it's seriously going against all your friends.
thankk GOD! =D

I don't know why everyone's chasing for the place.
AJK. AJK. AJK.
is sitting on the chair during meeting really that matters?
is sitting on talking and scolding during the meeting really that matters?
I wonder.
I felt bad for Farhan.
I rather think he should be the Penolong Ketua Disiplin.
no doubt.
he's a better candidate for it.
=D


i want these. i want that.
i want these. i want that.
i want these. i want that.

Blarr. Blarr. Blarr.
I think I'll keep on adding all my wishlist.
And ended up. Never fullfill any of it.
=X

I want a Nikon D6O.
I want a Xanna eyewear.
I want a Sony Ericsson w98Oi.
I want her to be happy forever.
I am like.
Wishing something upon the stars.
Urghh.
My aim.
Nikon D6O and Xanna eyewear.
=D


LALA. does it really matter for you ?
LALA. does it really matter for you ?
LALA. does it really matter for you ?

What you do is just open your mouth and shoot everyone around you.
everyone you is LALA.
if the one you were talking to is not us.
I guarantee 25O% you would ended up blue black.
WTH.
what is it about LALA?
you anti. you anti laa.
don't come and shoot everyone.
and started calling everyone LALA.
wearing stripes T-shirts are LALA?
I rather call you to eat s**t.
Nicholas Teo wears stripes T-shirt.
I've nothing about it.
Why should you criticize other people's fashion in public?
you think your fashion is that GOOD ?
your fashion just a piece of s**t laa.
OUTDATED.