Wednesday, July 30, 2008
listening to : JJ Lin Jun Jie - Jian Jian Dan Dan
condition : why. why. WHY?
time : 19:54p.m.
date : 3Oth July 2OO8
I wish my life would be simple.
I wish my life would be just go through without anything.
any obstacles.
any problems.
I wish whatever I want would just come to my way.
without sacrificing.
without putting any effort.
I wish she could be mine forever.
without leaving me.
without hating me.
I wish she would be happy forever.
without any tears.
without any anger.
I wish I could read her mind.
without any curiosity.
without any fear.
why should my life be like this ?
why should my life be like this ?
why should my life be like this ?
a matter of moment.
everything changed.
I don't want to go through the time you left me again.
but still.
I want to love you like what I did.
condition : why. why. WHY?
time : 19:54p.m.
date : 3Oth July 2OO8
簡簡單單 easy easy
簡簡單單 easy easy
簡簡單單 easy easy
I wish my life would be easy.簡簡單單 easy easy
I wish my life would be simple.
I wish my life would be just go through without anything.
any obstacles.
any problems.
I wish whatever I want would just come to my way.
without sacrificing.
without putting any effort.
I wish she could be mine forever.
without leaving me.
without hating me.
I wish she would be happy forever.
without any tears.
without any anger.
I wish I could read her mind.
without any curiosity.
without any fear.
why should my life be like this ?
why should my life be like this ?
why should my life be like this ?
a matter of moment.
everything changed.
I don't want to go through the time you left me again.
but still.
I want to love you like what I did.
朋友变情人 2! when friends to lovers 2!
朋友变情人 2! when friends to lovers 2!
朋友变情人 2! when friends to lovers 2!
朋友变情人 2! when friends to lovers 2!
朋友变情人 2! when friends to lovers 2!
Chapter 2 - I love her. I love her. But could I?
I think I liked her.
the feelings when I talked to her.
the feelings when I message her.
the feelings when I tell everything to her.
but. I'm afraid.
I'm afraid I would be neglected again.
I don't know what to do.
I've thought of telling her.
but. there's like a big wall between us.
I think I liked her.
the feelings when I talked to her.
the feelings when I message her.
the feelings when I tell everything to her.
but. I'm afraid.
I'm afraid I would be neglected again.
I don't know what to do.
I've thought of telling her.
but. there's like a big wall between us.
Monday, July 28, 2008
listening to : Gary Chaw - Superman
condition : i'm CONFUSED!
time : 13:59p.m.
date : 28th July 2oO8
condition : i'm CONFUSED!
time : 13:59p.m.
date : 28th July 2oO8
SINGLE drought!
SINGLE drought!
SINGLE drought!
SINGLE drought!
SINGLE drought!
loving you could be that hard ?
admiring you could be that hard ?
getting a permission to take care and love you could be that hard ?
Why should this be in my life ?
till today.
whether you love me or not.
I'm still in the middle of nowhere.
I wish someone would tell me.
" go for it. she still love you. "
but I wish someone would tell me.
" give up. you're no one to her anymore. "
I'm like a lifeless human.
without knowing where to go.
without knowing where to live.
without knowing why am I living.
this world is wonderful.
this world is fair.
I know.
but could I have everything I want ?
it's impossible.
all I want is you.
your love. your heart.
it's been 61 days.
it's been 2 months.
why should I lead myself into the world.
the world that full with impossibilities ?
I'm not everyone's superhero.
I can't fly.
I can't swing from a building to another building.
But. I know I'm your hero.
I need to fly although I don't know.
I need to swing from building to building even if I fall.
just to make sure you're always safe.
just to make sure I don't lose you forever.
just to make sure I could be the only one in your heart.
a life of asking.
a life of getting your love.
I should or I shouldn't ?
=D or D=
Friends are always telling different things.
how I wish I could read only your mind.
everything that you think.
I could know.
I don't want to be in this life.
A life where I am the unknown one.
I'm the one that's losing my way.
without realizing it till the day you left me.
I know I can't write a touching blarrdy blog.
I know I can't write good English.
I know I'm a failure.
But as long as you're my lover.
how failure am I.
I'll take it
as I know God have given someone PERFECT to me.
No one is PERFECT.
Till the day I met you.
I don't mind if I need to stay alone.
61weeks.
61months.
61years.
61decades.
61centuries.
61millennium.
or maybe 61111111111111millennium.
I would still wait.
Because I love you till the end of my life.
admiring you could be that hard ?
getting a permission to take care and love you could be that hard ?
Why should this be in my life ?
till today.
whether you love me or not.
I'm still in the middle of nowhere.
I wish someone would tell me.
" go for it. she still love you. "
but I wish someone would tell me.
" give up. you're no one to her anymore. "
I'm like a lifeless human.
without knowing where to go.
without knowing where to live.
without knowing why am I living.
this world is wonderful.
this world is fair.
I know.
but could I have everything I want ?
it's impossible.
all I want is you.
your love. your heart.
it's been 61 days.
it's been 2 months.
why should I lead myself into the world.
the world that full with impossibilities ?
I'm not everyone's superhero.
I can't fly.
I can't swing from a building to another building.
But. I know I'm your hero.
I need to fly although I don't know.
I need to swing from building to building even if I fall.
just to make sure you're always safe.
just to make sure I don't lose you forever.
just to make sure I could be the only one in your heart.
a life of asking.
a life of getting your love.
I should or I shouldn't ?
=D or D=
Friends are always telling different things.
how I wish I could read only your mind.
everything that you think.
I could know.
I don't want to be in this life.
A life where I am the unknown one.
I'm the one that's losing my way.
without realizing it till the day you left me.
I know I can't write a touching blarrdy blog.
I know I can't write good English.
I know I'm a failure.
But as long as you're my lover.
how failure am I.
I'll take it
as I know God have given someone PERFECT to me.
No one is PERFECT.
Till the day I met you.
I don't mind if I need to stay alone.
61weeks.
61months.
61years.
61decades.
61centuries.
61millennium.
or maybe 61111111111111millennium.
I would still wait.
Because I love you till the end of my life.
Sunday, July 27, 2008
nikon D6O
nikon D6O
nikon D6O
nikon D6O
URGHH !
my hands are aching on D6O.
Teng got hers.
not fairr. not fairr.
and it's like RM2.3K noww.
soo freakiing cheapp.
and now.
let me convince you to buy it too.
=D
Is one of the smallest SLR ever Nikon had made.
Built in with a split-second shutter.
[which I don't understand what's that]
a high resolution of 1O.2 megapixels.
it's a SLR which you really urge for.
And lastly.
Attention to Sabrina; my loveelyy jiie.
you would regret by buying your D4O.
keekeekeekee.
my hands are aching on D6O.
Teng got hers.
not fairr. not fairr.
and it's like RM2.3K noww.
soo freakiing cheapp.
and now.
let me convince you to buy it too.
=D
Is one of the smallest SLR ever Nikon had made.
Built in with a split-second shutter.
[which I don't understand what's that]
a high resolution of 1O.2 megapixels.
it's a SLR which you really urge for.
And lastly.
Attention to Sabrina; my loveelyy jiie.
you would regret by buying your D4O.
keekeekeekee.
Friday, July 25, 2008
listening to : Andra & Backbone - Sempurna
condition : lawls. lawls. lawls.
time : 18:O3 p.m.
date : 25th July 2Oo8
condition : lawls. lawls. lawls.
time : 18:O3 p.m.
date : 25th July 2Oo8
you can't predict me
you can't predict me
you can't predict me
you can't predict me
you can't predict me
lawls.
lawls.
lawls.
you can't predict me.
one afternoon could change everything.
so what if you're my everything ?
I wouldn't sacrifice my whole friends because of you again.
the way you treated me.
the way you neglect me.
it's ENOUGH!
I'm out of this.
Out of this so long I thought was my PERFECT life.
A life which leads me to
the disappearance of my smile.
the disappearance of my happy go lucky life.
you're the DESTROYER.
but. but. but.
I still love you.
although I know I can't.
you have perfection in my imperfect life.
you have honey in my imperfect smile.
you have tender in my imperfect actions.
but. but. but.
you don't have the love for my imperfect heart.
my life was full with happiness.
my life was full with my smile.
my life was full with my jokes.
and what could I do?
you just came in anytime you like.
and just leave anytime you like.
do you think about me ?
it's enough.
explanations make ZERO changes.
lawls.
lawls.
you can't predict me.
one afternoon could change everything.
so what if you're my everything ?
I wouldn't sacrifice my whole friends because of you again.
the way you treated me.
the way you neglect me.
it's ENOUGH!
I'm out of this.
Out of this so long I thought was my PERFECT life.
A life which leads me to
the disappearance of my smile.
the disappearance of my happy go lucky life.
you're the DESTROYER.
but. but. but.
I still love you.
although I know I can't.
you have perfection in my imperfect life.
you have honey in my imperfect smile.
you have tender in my imperfect actions.
but. but. but.
you don't have the love for my imperfect heart.
my life was full with happiness.
my life was full with my smile.
my life was full with my jokes.
and what could I do?
you just came in anytime you like.
and just leave anytime you like.
do you think about me ?
it's enough.
explanations make ZERO changes.
memories are histories
memories are histories
memories are histories
memories are histories
memories are histories
you're important.
that's why you're always in me.
you're my everything.
that's why you're always in my heart.
it's going to be 2 months.
2 months you left me.
nothing of you dropped from my mind.
why ? why ? why ?
it's just because I'm serious ?
it's just because I love you too much?
BS. BS. BS.
It's just because you left me with a lot of memories.
And I shall change the memories to histories.
the suffers that you made in me.
the happiness that you made in me.
the sadness that you made in me.
the cheer that you made in me.
would be a HISTORY.
I shall live on.
I shall make you know.
the loss of me.
would be the biggest regret in your whole life.
I would prove it to you.
the choice you made was wrong.
REAL WRONG!
that's why you're always in me.
you're my everything.
that's why you're always in my heart.
it's going to be 2 months.
2 months you left me.
nothing of you dropped from my mind.
why ? why ? why ?
it's just because I'm serious ?
it's just because I love you too much?
BS. BS. BS.
It's just because you left me with a lot of memories.
And I shall change the memories to histories.
the suffers that you made in me.
the happiness that you made in me.
the sadness that you made in me.
the cheer that you made in me.
would be a HISTORY.
I shall live on.
I shall make you know.
the loss of me.
would be the biggest regret in your whole life.
I would prove it to you.
the choice you made was wrong.
REAL WRONG!
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
listening to : JJ Lin ft. KymJinSha - Qi Dai Ai
condition : so what?
time : 17:57 p.m.
date : 22th July 2Oo8
GIRLFRIENDS!
GIRLFRIENDS!
I hate it when someone actually tells me
a long freaking story about their sweet time.
I would be like WTHH.
You and your life.
go get some life.
so what for you having a girlfriend?
if your girlfriend hates you as she wants to step on you everytime you're there?
so what for you having a girlfriend?
and you shows off as if it's the princess of nowhere.
so what for you having a girlfriend?
if you don't know what's love.
so what for you having a girlfriend?
if you're just playing around at this age.
so what for you having a girlfriend?
if you spent all the money on her is your parents' onee.
so what for you having a girlfriend?
if you yourself can't take care of yourself.
I don't mind.
I don't even bother if you're not single.
I love my single life.
but could you stop your madafaka grandma stories in front of me.
elehh. setakat this and that laa.
I've done more extreme.
later ended up.
cry in front of us.
seeking for someone already.
the reason : no other than beingdumped dumb.
I don't wish in continuing this entah-apa-benda post.
but you know who you are.
yes. YOU. =D
condition : so what?
time : 17:57 p.m.
date : 22th July 2Oo8
what's a GIRLFRIEND?
what's a GIRLFRIEND?
what's a GIRLFRIEND?
GIRLFRIENDS!what's a GIRLFRIEND?
GIRLFRIENDS!
GIRLFRIENDS!
I hate it when someone actually tells me
a long freaking story about their sweet time.
I would be like WTHH.
You and your life.
go get some life.
so what for you having a girlfriend?
if your girlfriend hates you as she wants to step on you everytime you're there?
so what for you having a girlfriend?
and you shows off as if it's the princess of nowhere.
so what for you having a girlfriend?
if you don't know what's love.
so what for you having a girlfriend?
if you're just playing around at this age.
so what for you having a girlfriend?
if you spent all the money on her is your parents' onee.
so what for you having a girlfriend?
if you yourself can't take care of yourself.
I don't mind.
I don't even bother if you're not single.
I love my single life.
but could you stop your madafaka grandma stories in front of me.
elehh. setakat this and that laa.
I've done more extreme.
later ended up.
cry in front of us.
seeking for someone already.
the reason : no other than being
I don't wish in continuing this entah-apa-benda post.
but you know who you are.
yes. YOU. =D
what should ii do to be perfect?
what should ii do to be perfect?
what should ii do to be perfect?
微微笑的看你 越是認真就越讓人心疼
wei xiao de kan ni, yue shi ren zhen jiu yue rang ren xin teng
Smiling slightly as I looked at you; the more serious you looked, the more painful my heart was
街頭那盞路燈彷彿在笑我愚笨
jie tou na zhan lu deng fang fu zai xiao wo yu ben
The street-lamp at the start of the road seemed to be laughing at me for being stupid.
沒什麼能做 但我比誰都真誠
mei shen me neng zuo, dan wo bi shui dou zhen cheng
There’s nothing much I can do, but I have more sincerity than everyone else.
泡一杯苦茶 陪伴你到夜深
pao yi bei ku cha, pei ban ni dao ye shen
brew a cup of bitter tea, and accompany you till the wee hours of the morning.
你知不知道你總有一種很可愛的獨特
ni zhi bu zhi dao, ni zong you yi zhong hen ke ai de du te
Did you know, that you have a very adorable uniqueness,
讓我充滿勇氣抵抗冬天的寒冷
rang wo chong man yong qi di dang dong tian de han leng
That fills me up with courage to battle the coldness of winter.
怎樣做才會完美 像個男人
zen yang zuo cai hui wan mei, xiang ge nan ren?
What must I do to be perfect, like a real man?
喝一杯苦茶溫暖你的體溫
he yi bei ku cha wen nuan ni de ti wen
Drink a cup of bitter tea, to warm your body temperature.
*chorus*
不用等你開口先說我愛你
bu yong deng ni kai kou xian shuo wo ai ni
There’s no need to wait for you to say “I love you” first
在那之前想對你說我願意
zai na zhi qian xiang dui ni shuo wo yuan yi
Before that I’d like to tell you “I do”.
你不必問 你也不必等
ni bu bi wen, ni ye bu bi deng
You don’t have to ask, neither do you need to wait
這一刻 就值得愛到永恆
zhe yi ke, jiu zhi de ai dao yong heng
Just this moment, is worth loving till eternity.
我該如何讓你明白我愛你
wo gai ru he rang ni ming bai wo ai ni?
How can I let you understand that I love you?
在那之後你點頭說我願意
zai na zhi hou ni dian tou shuo wo yuan yi
After that you nod and say “I do”.
想照顧你 想守護著你
xiang zhao gu ni, xiang shou hu zhe ni
want to take care of you and protect you
這一刻 就想把你抱緊
zhe yi ke, jiu xiang ba ni bao jin
At this moment, [I] just want to hold you tightly.
你知不知道你也有一種很可愛的天真
ni zhi bu zhi dao ni ye you yi zhong hen ke ai de tian zhen
Did you know that you also have a very adorable naivety
大男孩的口吻魅力加到一百分
da nan hai de kou wen, mei li jia dao yi bai fen
Your speaking like a male chauvinist perfects your charm to 100 percent.
怎樣做才會完美 像個男人
zen yang zuo cai hui wan mei, xiang ge nan ren?
What must I do to be perfect, like a real man?
喝一杯苦茶溫暖你的體溫
he yi bei ku cha wen nuan ni de ti wen
Drink a cup of bitter tea, to warm your body temperature.
*chorus*
不用等你開口先說我愛你
bu yong deng ni kai kou xian shuo wo ai ni
There’s no need to wait for you to say “I love you” first
在那之前想對你說我願意
zai na zhi qian xiang dui ni shuo wo yuan yi
Before that I’d like to tell you “I do”.
你不必問 你也不必等
ni bu bi wen, ni ye bu bi deng
You don’t have to ask, neither do you need to wait
這一刻 就值得愛到永恆
zhe yi ke, jiu zhi de ai dao yong heng
Just this moment, is worth loving till eternity.
我該如何讓你明白我愛你
wo gai ru he rang ni ming bai wo ai ni?
How can I let you understand that I love you?
在那之後你點頭說我願意
zai na zhi hou ni dian tou shuo wo yuan yi
After that you nod and say “I do”.
想照顧你 想守護著你
xiang zhao gu ni, xiang shou hu zhe ni
want to take care of you and protect you
這一刻 就想把你抱緊
zhe yi ke, jiu xiang ba ni bao jin
At this moment, [I] just want to hold you tightly.
-bridge-
雖然永遠 太不可能少了你的完整
sui ran yong yuan tai bu ke neng, shao le ni de wan zheng
Although ‘forever’ doesn’t seem possible without you,
兩個對的人奇蹟就能發生
liang ge dui de ren qi ji jiu hui fa sheng~
A miracle will happen upon two right people.
*chorus*
不用等你開口先說我愛你
bu yong deng ni kai kou xian shuo wo ai ni
There’s no need to wait for you to say “I love you” first
在那之前想對你說我願意
zai na zhi qian xiang dui ni shuo wo yuan yi
Before that I’d like to tell you “I do”.
你不必問 你也不必等
ni bu bi wen, ni ye bu bi deng
You don’t have to ask, neither do you need to wait
這一刻 就值得愛到永恆
zhe yi ke, jiu zhi de ai dao yong heng
Just this moment, is worth loving till eternity.
我該如何讓你明白我愛你
wo gai ru he rang ni ming bai wo ai ni?
How can I let you understand that I love you?
在那之後你點頭說我願意
zai na zhi hou ni dian tou shuo wo yuan yi
After that you nod and say “I do”.
想照顧你 想守護著你
xiang zhao gu ni, xiang shou hu zhe ni
[I] want to take care of you and protect you
這一刻 就想把你抱緊
zhe yi ke, jiu xiang ba ni bao jin
At this moment, [I] just want to hold you tightly.
這一刻… 就想把你抱緊
zhe yi ke, jiu xiang ba ni bao jin
At this moment… [I] just want to hold you tightly.
what should ii do to be perfect?
what should ii do to be perfect?
微微笑的看你 越是認真就越讓人心疼
wei xiao de kan ni, yue shi ren zhen jiu yue rang ren xin teng
Smiling slightly as I looked at you; the more serious you looked, the more painful my heart was
街頭那盞路燈彷彿在笑我愚笨
jie tou na zhan lu deng fang fu zai xiao wo yu ben
The street-lamp at the start of the road seemed to be laughing at me for being stupid.
沒什麼能做 但我比誰都真誠
mei shen me neng zuo, dan wo bi shui dou zhen cheng
There’s nothing much I can do, but I have more sincerity than everyone else.
泡一杯苦茶 陪伴你到夜深
pao yi bei ku cha, pei ban ni dao ye shen
brew a cup of bitter tea, and accompany you till the wee hours of the morning.
你知不知道你總有一種很可愛的獨特
ni zhi bu zhi dao, ni zong you yi zhong hen ke ai de du te
Did you know, that you have a very adorable uniqueness,
讓我充滿勇氣抵抗冬天的寒冷
rang wo chong man yong qi di dang dong tian de han leng
That fills me up with courage to battle the coldness of winter.
怎樣做才會完美 像個男人
zen yang zuo cai hui wan mei, xiang ge nan ren?
What must I do to be perfect, like a real man?
喝一杯苦茶溫暖你的體溫
he yi bei ku cha wen nuan ni de ti wen
Drink a cup of bitter tea, to warm your body temperature.
*chorus*
不用等你開口先說我愛你
bu yong deng ni kai kou xian shuo wo ai ni
There’s no need to wait for you to say “I love you” first
在那之前想對你說我願意
zai na zhi qian xiang dui ni shuo wo yuan yi
Before that I’d like to tell you “I do”.
你不必問 你也不必等
ni bu bi wen, ni ye bu bi deng
You don’t have to ask, neither do you need to wait
這一刻 就值得愛到永恆
zhe yi ke, jiu zhi de ai dao yong heng
Just this moment, is worth loving till eternity.
我該如何讓你明白我愛你
wo gai ru he rang ni ming bai wo ai ni?
How can I let you understand that I love you?
在那之後你點頭說我願意
zai na zhi hou ni dian tou shuo wo yuan yi
After that you nod and say “I do”.
想照顧你 想守護著你
xiang zhao gu ni, xiang shou hu zhe ni
want to take care of you and protect you
這一刻 就想把你抱緊
zhe yi ke, jiu xiang ba ni bao jin
At this moment, [I] just want to hold you tightly.
你知不知道你也有一種很可愛的天真
ni zhi bu zhi dao ni ye you yi zhong hen ke ai de tian zhen
Did you know that you also have a very adorable naivety
大男孩的口吻魅力加到一百分
da nan hai de kou wen, mei li jia dao yi bai fen
Your speaking like a male chauvinist perfects your charm to 100 percent.
怎樣做才會完美 像個男人
zen yang zuo cai hui wan mei, xiang ge nan ren?
What must I do to be perfect, like a real man?
喝一杯苦茶溫暖你的體溫
he yi bei ku cha wen nuan ni de ti wen
Drink a cup of bitter tea, to warm your body temperature.
*chorus*
不用等你開口先說我愛你
bu yong deng ni kai kou xian shuo wo ai ni
There’s no need to wait for you to say “I love you” first
在那之前想對你說我願意
zai na zhi qian xiang dui ni shuo wo yuan yi
Before that I’d like to tell you “I do”.
你不必問 你也不必等
ni bu bi wen, ni ye bu bi deng
You don’t have to ask, neither do you need to wait
這一刻 就值得愛到永恆
zhe yi ke, jiu zhi de ai dao yong heng
Just this moment, is worth loving till eternity.
我該如何讓你明白我愛你
wo gai ru he rang ni ming bai wo ai ni?
How can I let you understand that I love you?
在那之後你點頭說我願意
zai na zhi hou ni dian tou shuo wo yuan yi
After that you nod and say “I do”.
想照顧你 想守護著你
xiang zhao gu ni, xiang shou hu zhe ni
want to take care of you and protect you
這一刻 就想把你抱緊
zhe yi ke, jiu xiang ba ni bao jin
At this moment, [I] just want to hold you tightly.
-bridge-
雖然永遠 太不可能少了你的完整
sui ran yong yuan tai bu ke neng, shao le ni de wan zheng
Although ‘forever’ doesn’t seem possible without you,
兩個對的人奇蹟就能發生
liang ge dui de ren qi ji jiu hui fa sheng~
A miracle will happen upon two right people.
*chorus*
不用等你開口先說我愛你
bu yong deng ni kai kou xian shuo wo ai ni
There’s no need to wait for you to say “I love you” first
在那之前想對你說我願意
zai na zhi qian xiang dui ni shuo wo yuan yi
Before that I’d like to tell you “I do”.
你不必問 你也不必等
ni bu bi wen, ni ye bu bi deng
You don’t have to ask, neither do you need to wait
這一刻 就值得愛到永恆
zhe yi ke, jiu zhi de ai dao yong heng
Just this moment, is worth loving till eternity.
我該如何讓你明白我愛你
wo gai ru he rang ni ming bai wo ai ni?
How can I let you understand that I love you?
在那之後你點頭說我願意
zai na zhi hou ni dian tou shuo wo yuan yi
After that you nod and say “I do”.
想照顧你 想守護著你
xiang zhao gu ni, xiang shou hu zhe ni
[I] want to take care of you and protect you
這一刻 就想把你抱緊
zhe yi ke, jiu xiang ba ni bao jin
At this moment, [I] just want to hold you tightly.
這一刻… 就想把你抱緊
zhe yi ke, jiu xiang ba ni bao jin
At this moment… [I] just want to hold you tightly.
how would I let you understand that I love you?
at this moment. I just want to hold you tightly.
-this blog is specially dedicated to my one and only beloved baby-
at this moment. I just want to hold you tightly.
-this blog is specially dedicated to my one and only beloved baby-
Monday, July 21, 2008
a message to the special one
a message to the special one
a message to the special one
a message to the special one
a message to the special one
it takes a minute to have a crush on someone,
an hour to like someone,
a day to love someone but a lifetime to forget someone.
What makes some people dearer is not just
the happiness that we feel
when we meet them
but the emptiness we feel when
they are not around us.
Heart could only love for a while.
Feet could only walk some miles.
Clothes wont forever be in style.
But my love to you will never be stolen by time.
listening to : Gary Chaw - Liang Zhi Lian Ren
condition : i'm tired.
time : 7:59a.m.
date : 21st July 2Oo8
condition : i'm tired.
time : 7:59a.m.
date : 21st July 2Oo8
prefects' camp 2OO8
prefects' camp 2OO8
prefects' camp 2OO8
Day 1 - 18th July 2Oo8 (Friday)
Registered myself at 3:3Op.m.
I know I was late.
Then there's a briefing in the library.
Aww. It's boring.
And ass paining program.
Nothing much on that day.
Only during that night.
where we got the Owl-Hunting operation.
And it's terriblyscary funny.
Just think of it.
Which kind of ghost would have body heat?
lamee laa.
well. the scouts' camp one is worse.
where they wore cold gloves.
andd. I don't know out of nowhere I actually said these words.
Facilitator Faizura said,
" What do you feel in and after the operation?"
I answered this,
" I was thinking that I need to survive tonight. And let it end fast. Believe in myself. So that I " could go home and see my parents.
nahh. I ain't mama boy nor papa boy.
Just feeling that's the only way to survive.
Unlikee those girls.
Shouting from low pitching to high pitching.
Day 2 - 19th July 2Oo8 (Saturday)
Started with morning exercises.
Aww. It's lame. Seriously.
And then the Step-On-Broken-Glasses program.
Where we step on broken glasses blindfolded.
And just because of 2 dudes.
The event was canceled right before I wanted to try.
Which rage up the facilitator's anger.
Then it's Explorace.
I wasn't satisfied when we got number 2.
Because there were mistakes in Ikhwan's spot.
Our clue to find was " Barang larangan yang dirampas "
And we found a pack of CDs.
But Ikhwan said NO.
I wasn't really satisfied in that spot.
Well. Whatever is it.
Number 2 is not bad at all.
And that night.
I wasn't informed to wear casual wear.
And was punished.
lameee.
Day 3 - 2Oth July 2Oo8 (Sunday)
Last day!
Fuiiyoorr.
But wasn't surviving in a right time.
Went home at 1O:3Oa.m.
Which is earlier because of my guitar class.
Then seminar.
I'm dying.
Came back and slept for 12 hours.
From 6pm (Sunday) till 6am (Monday).
And after that sitting right here blogging.
prefects' camp 2OO8
prefects' camp 2OO8
Day 1 - 18th July 2Oo8 (Friday)
Registered myself at 3:3Op.m.
I know I was late.
Then there's a briefing in the library.
Aww. It's boring.
And ass paining program.
Nothing much on that day.
Only during that night.
where we got the Owl-Hunting operation.
And it's terribly
Just think of it.
Which kind of ghost would have body heat?
lamee laa.
well. the scouts' camp one is worse.
where they wore cold gloves.
andd. I don't know out of nowhere I actually said these words.
Facilitator Faizura said,
" What do you feel in and after the operation?"
I answered this,
" I was thinking that I need to survive tonight. And let it end fast. Believe in myself. So that I " could go home and see my parents.
nahh. I ain't mama boy nor papa boy.
Just feeling that's the only way to survive.
Unlikee those girls.
Shouting from low pitching to high pitching.
Day 2 - 19th July 2Oo8 (Saturday)
Started with morning exercises.
Aww. It's lame. Seriously.
And then the Step-On-Broken-Glasses program.
Where we step on broken glasses blindfolded.
And just because of 2 dudes.
The event was canceled right before I wanted to try.
Which rage up the facilitator's anger.
Then it's Explorace.
I wasn't satisfied when we got number 2.
Because there were mistakes in Ikhwan's spot.
Our clue to find was " Barang larangan yang dirampas "
And we found a pack of CDs.
But Ikhwan said NO.
I wasn't really satisfied in that spot.
Well. Whatever is it.
Number 2 is not bad at all.
And that night.
I wasn't informed to wear casual wear.
And was punished.
lameee.
Day 3 - 2Oth July 2Oo8 (Sunday)
Last day!
Fuiiyoorr.
But wasn't surviving in a right time.
Went home at 1O:3Oa.m.
Which is earlier because of my guitar class.
Then seminar.
I'm dying.
Came back and slept for 12 hours.
From 6pm (Sunday) till 6am (Monday).
And after that sitting right here blogging.
Thursday, July 17, 2008
listening to : Yoga Lin - Bei Ying
condition : urghhh. confused. confused.
time : 19:22 p.m.
date : 17th July 2Oo8
Urghh. Urghh. Urghh.
I'm gonna have a lame school camp tomorrow.
camping in the school.
YES! Camp in the school.
nothing is lamer than that.
there's nothing to camp in school.
and yes. they wanna camp in the school.
so i'm AWAYY for 3 days.
And this school camp is soo lame.
I need to bring scouts' scarf for a PREFECTS' camp?
Aww. How lame is that?
time : 19:22 p.m.
date : 17th July 2Oo8
AWAY! AWAY! AWAY!
AWAY! AWAY! AWAY!
AWAY! AWAY! AWAY!
AWAY! AWAY! AWAY!
AWAY! AWAY! AWAY!
Urghh. Urghh. Urghh.
I'm gonna have a lame school camp tomorrow.
camping in the school.
YES! Camp in the school.
nothing is lamer than that.
there's nothing to camp in school.
and yes. they wanna camp in the school.
so i'm AWAYY for 3 days.
And this school camp is soo lame.
I need to bring scouts' scarf for a PREFECTS' camp?
Aww. How lame is that?
blog header
blog header
blog header
I have a new bloggie header!
Well. the ex blog header is a bit outdated.
and a bit 18SX.
So decided to changed it into a simple one.
Andd. It's design for someonee special.
You'll always be my baby.
=D
I won't forget you till the end of life.
the life you gave me.
the changes you'd made in me.
blog header
blog header
I have a new bloggie header!
Well. the ex blog header is a bit outdated.
and a bit 18SX.
So decided to changed it into a simple one.
Andd. It's design for someonee special.
You'll always be my baby.
=D
I won't forget you till the end of life.
the life you gave me.
the changes you'd made in me.
my mind. you.
my mind. you.
my mind. you.
my mind. you.
my mind. you.
life is just simple.
but I made it complicated.
you're still in my mind.
confusing every single thing I think.
all I do.
all my actions.
all I think.
all I said.
I know I'd lost entire of you.
I know you won't be by my side anymore.
but why should I think of you?
everytime. everyday. every moment.
I won't forget you.
because you brought happiness and sadness to me.
I won't forget you.
because you changed my life.
I won't forget you.
because I still love you.
But.
would you love me back?
ELSIEEE!
I looovveee youuu till the endd of my lifee!
but I made it complicated.
you're still in my mind.
confusing every single thing I think.
all I do.
all my actions.
all I think.
all I said.
I know I'd lost entire of you.
I know you won't be by my side anymore.
but why should I think of you?
everytime. everyday. every moment.
I won't forget you.
because you brought happiness and sadness to me.
I won't forget you.
because you changed my life.
I won't forget you.
because I still love you.
But.
would you love me back?
ELSIEEE!
I looovveee youuu till the endd of my lifee!
Monday, July 14, 2008
listening to : Lollipop - Ai Qing Ma Qi Duo
condition : haiihhss.
time : 23:11p.m.
date : 14th July 2Oo8
朋友变情人
Is it possible for friends to be lovers?
I don't know should I approach for this girl.
My mind is still with the old one.
But I need to live on.
I don't know it's right to love her.
I'm afraid in loving a person now.
I'm afraid I would make the wrong choice again.
but she's always in my mind.
a person who I really share something with.
although we're not close.
and the fear is there whenever any guy approaches her.
why? what? how?
I don't know.
don't ask me.
tell me.
*urghh*
condition : haiihhss.
time : 23:11p.m.
date : 14th July 2Oo8
朋友变情人 when friends to lovers
朋友变情人 when friends to lovers
朋友变情人 when friends to lovers
朋友变情人 when friends to lovers
朋友变情人 when friends to lovers
朋友变情人
Is it possible for friends to be lovers?
I don't know should I approach for this girl.
My mind is still with the old one.
But I need to live on.
I don't know it's right to love her.
I'm afraid in loving a person now.
I'm afraid I would make the wrong choice again.
but she's always in my mind.
a person who I really share something with.
although we're not close.
and the fear is there whenever any guy approaches her.
why? what? how?
I don't know.
don't ask me.
tell me.
*urghh*
Sunday, July 13, 2008
listening to : Lee Hom - Kiss Goodbye
condition : i'm out of love. love is out of me.
time : 21:O8p.m.
date : 13th July 2Oo8
time : 21:O8p.m.
date : 13th July 2Oo8
happy 1OOth days anniversary baby
happy 1OOth days anniversary baby
happy 1OOth days anniversary baby
happy 1OOth days anniversary baby
happy 1OOth days anniversary baby
well.
another dramatic blog post.
WARNING
Those soft-hearted person and cry babies.
please do take the risk to read this blog post.
OVER. OVER. OVER.
It's the word OVER which I'm not getting over it.
My phone rang yesterday night.
Telling me that it's the 1OOth days tomorrow.
But. it had ended.
it had reached the ending before I knew it had.
Baby.
I wish that you're always with me. I wish that you're my heart number 1. I wish that you're my everything. I wish that you're with me FOREVER.
Tears. Cries. Sadness.
People said I'm stupid.
People said I'm a fool.
Just because I waited for you.
But I'm still waiting.
because I know one day.
one particular day.
you would be back to me.
and we would be together always.
1OOth Days.
Even me myself can't believe
I could love you for 1OO days.
Which I'd never done for these 2 years time.
Although you'd left me.
I still feel that you're always right.
I know you don't love me at all.
But as long as I love you.
That's enough.
Where I hope that we'll wear these shirts together.
Everything starts in MSN.
Where I MSN you for the first time.
And after few times.
I purposely asked you at the last minute for your phone number.
Surprisingly. You gave me.
And we sms-ed day and night.
With every SMS that I received.
I'm happy.
And finally I'd the guts to tell you that I liked you.
And you were really pissed off with my pasts.
With thousands of effort.
I thought I'd got you.
I thought I'm in cloud nine.
till the day you told me.
that I should forget you.
my heart didn't broke.
because I believe that you'll be back in here one day.
my love didn't disappear.
because I still love you like what I do.
I only blame myself for
being so irresponsible.
being so careless.
I would like to thank you.
thank you for everything you'd gave me.
my life changed.
you taught me what's true love.
you taught me what's feelings.
you taught me what's girls.
you taught me what's heart breaking.
and lastly. you changed my life.
where your smile always be the cure of my heart
happy 1OOth days anniversary baby. you'll always be my baby.
another dramatic blog post.
WARNING
Those soft-hearted person and cry babies.
please do take the risk to read this blog post.
OVER. OVER. OVER.
It's the word OVER which I'm not getting over it.
My phone rang yesterday night.
Telling me that it's the 1OOth days tomorrow.
But. it had ended.
it had reached the ending before I knew it had.
Baby.
I wish that you're always with me. I wish that you're my heart number 1. I wish that you're my everything. I wish that you're with me FOREVER.
Tears. Cries. Sadness.
People said I'm stupid.
People said I'm a fool.
Just because I waited for you.
But I'm still waiting.
because I know one day.
one particular day.
you would be back to me.
and we would be together always.
1OOth Days.
Even me myself can't believe
I could love you for 1OO days.
Which I'd never done for these 2 years time.
Although you'd left me.
I still feel that you're always right.
I know you don't love me at all.
But as long as I love you.
That's enough.
Where I hope that we'll wear these shirts together.Everything starts in MSN.
Where I MSN you for the first time.
And after few times.
I purposely asked you at the last minute for your phone number.
Surprisingly. You gave me.
And we sms-ed day and night.
With every SMS that I received.
I'm happy.
And finally I'd the guts to tell you that I liked you.
And you were really pissed off with my pasts.
With thousands of effort.
I thought I'd got you.
I thought I'm in cloud nine.
till the day you told me.
that I should forget you.
my heart didn't broke.
because I believe that you'll be back in here one day.
my love didn't disappear.
because I still love you like what I do.
I only blame myself for
being so irresponsible.
being so careless.
I would like to thank you.
thank you for everything you'd gave me.
my life changed.
you taught me what's true love.
you taught me what's feelings.
you taught me what's girls.
you taught me what's heart breaking.
and lastly. you changed my life.
where your smile always be the cure of my hearthappy 1OOth days anniversary baby. you'll always be my baby.
Friday, July 11, 2008
listening to : Li Ting Shi Jie - Various Artiste
condition : i'm in love. i'm out of love.
time : 23:23 p.m.
date : 11 July 2Oo8
condition : i'm in love. i'm out of love.
time : 23:23 p.m.
date : 11 July 2Oo8
stupid rules
stupid rules
stupid rules
i'm wondering what's the bad thing of leaving long hairs?
i wonder what do these outdated freaking teachers thinking?
i don't give a damn if you teachers want to read my bloggie.
comments are allowed HERE. but not outside.
i'm wondering.
Does long hair affects the studies?
Is long hair illegal?
Does long hair murder people?
No. No. NO. NO.
and what the heck is these school teachers doing?
discipline?
good boy?
i take it as NERD.
I'm not blaming anyone here.
But the government and the human who made this rule is simply ridiculous.
all rules should be made by students themselves.
rather than you take someone who is out of the school.
who takes the sikap-tak-kisah as he'd gone out from the school history ages ago.
let's take Japan as a comparison.
Japan school students with long hairs, highlighted, and fashionable.
so. what's the point of this rule?
being ridiculous enough?
Jepun ialah sebuah negara yang maju dari semua segi.
Malaysia ialah satu negara yang berbilang kaum.
Yang mempunyai satu pandangan sahaja.
Stop with those ridiculous freaking Asian traditional point of view.
It's the 21st century now.
21! 21! 21!
It's not right after Tunku Abdul Rahman yelled Merdeka?
Follow the modern flow.
pleasee!
2nd onee.
No touching between girls and guys.
And. No guy and girl together in a classroom.
I'm likee what the heckk mann.
If this is inside the Quran.
so whatt?
i'm not trying to be racist here.
but it's like. we're from different religion.
be moree specific.
you can't apply the same rules to a different religion person.
i know. maybe some of you won't agree with me.
but getting canes and expelled from school.
just because you're chatting with a girl in the class alone?
nothing is more priceless than that. =]
stupid rules
stupid rules
i'm wondering what's the bad thing of leaving long hairs?
i wonder what do these outdated freaking teachers thinking?
i don't give a damn if you teachers want to read my bloggie.
comments are allowed HERE. but not outside.
i'm wondering.
Does long hair affects the studies?
Is long hair illegal?
Does long hair murder people?
No. No. NO. NO.
and what the heck is these school teachers doing?
discipline?
good boy?
i take it as NERD.
I'm not blaming anyone here.
But the government and the human who made this rule is simply ridiculous.
all rules should be made by students themselves.
rather than you take someone who is out of the school.
who takes the sikap-tak-kisah as he'd gone out from the school history ages ago.
let's take Japan as a comparison.
Japan school students with long hairs, highlighted, and fashionable.
so. what's the point of this rule?
being ridiculous enough?
Jepun ialah sebuah negara yang maju dari semua segi.
Malaysia ialah satu negara yang berbilang kaum.
Yang mempunyai satu pandangan sahaja.
Stop with those ridiculous freaking Asian traditional point of view.
It's the 21st century now.
21! 21! 21!
It's not right after Tunku Abdul Rahman yelled Merdeka?
Follow the modern flow.
pleasee!
2nd onee.
No touching between girls and guys.
And. No guy and girl together in a classroom.
I'm likee what the heckk mann.
If this is inside the Quran.
so whatt?
i'm not trying to be racist here.
but it's like. we're from different religion.
be moree specific.
you can't apply the same rules to a different religion person.
i know. maybe some of you won't agree with me.
but getting canes and expelled from school.
just because you're chatting with a girl in the class alone?
nothing is more priceless than that. =]
Thursday, July 10, 2008
listening to : Avril Lavigne - Complicated
condition : lawls. lawls. lawls.
time : 16:53 p.m.
date : 1Oth JuLy 2Oo8
condition : lawls. lawls. lawls.
time : 16:53 p.m.
date : 1Oth JuLy 2Oo8
feeling cafe
feeling cafe
feeling cafe
feeling cafe
feeling cafe
I'm truly crazy-ing after Feeling Cafe.
It's like every week I'm there.
And I would never get bored of it.
environment.
It's for sure better than any cafe elsewhere.
first time I got to see them singing.
As all the while in Section 5.
I only get to peek-a-boo on who's singing after tuition.
You know. The bus is leaving.
=[
And I just feel I'm in love with the girl's voice.
I don't know who's that.
But I believe she'll be a famous singer after this.
A superstar with her unique voice.
It's like every week I'm there.
And I would never get bored of it.
environment.
It's for sure better than any cafe elsewhere.
first time I got to see them singing.
As all the while in Section 5.
I only get to peek-a-boo on who's singing after tuition.
You know. The bus is leaving.
=[
And I just feel I'm in love with the girl's voice.
I don't know who's that.
But I believe she'll be a famous singer after this.
A superstar with her unique voice.
life is not only ONE
life is not only ONE
life is not only ONE
I gave up on all the girls.
It's just because I can't have 2 girls in one mind.
Although I know the girl that I wanted wouldn't come back.
But as what I always say.
" Loving someone doesn't mean that I need to be with them "
Looking into herself. Looking into her smile.
I could feel the happiness and satisfaction on myself.
I love her. I need her. I want her.
But. I want her to be happy.
I'm not everything to her.
She's not everything to me.
But she drives me crazy. =]
life is not only ONE
life is not only ONE
I gave up on all the girls.
It's just because I can't have 2 girls in one mind.
Although I know the girl that I wanted wouldn't come back.
But as what I always say.
" Loving someone doesn't mean that I need to be with them "
Looking into herself. Looking into her smile.
I could feel the happiness and satisfaction on myself.
I love her. I need her. I want her.
But. I want her to be happy.
I'm not everything to her.
She's not everything to me.
But she drives me crazy. =]
exam is OVER
exam is OVER
exam is OVER
exam is OVER
exam is OVER
exam is over.
finally.
i've survived 3 days of suffer.
but PMR is coming.
I need to buck up all my studies.
forget everything.
remember books.
maybe I should follow sayaangg.
no computers till after PMR.
PUUUHH!
could i actually do that?
sayaanngg.
got any secrets beneath everything?
=]
finally.
i've survived 3 days of suffer.
but PMR is coming.
I need to buck up all my studies.
forget everything.
remember books.
maybe I should follow sayaangg.
no computers till after PMR.
PUUUHH!
could i actually do that?
sayaanngg.
got any secrets beneath everything?
=]
Sunday, July 6, 2008
david cook - always be my baby
If I have a chance.
I'll sing it in front of everyone.
and most importantly.
it's dedicated specially to you.
i want a new bagg!
listening to : Daniel - Adakah Aku Yang Bermimpi
condition : fucked up studies.
time : O9:5Oa.m.
date: O6th July 2Oo8
I want a new sling bag.
But I'm broke enough.
My postpaid bills are killing me.
Urghh. Help me. Help me.
This Zinc bag is quite okayy.
And it's limited edition.
Priced at RM33.OO
Well. Zinc products.
What do you expect?
But their products are cool.
Especially that little devil design there.
A fake Nike bag.
YES. FAKE.
Well. Who cares.
The price is like half of the original one.
RM35.OO.
And I loveee that NIKE silver shining part.
Owhh. Bloggers.
Help me with this.
Pleasee. =D
time : O9:5Oa.m.
date: O6th July 2Oo8
I want a new sling bag.
But I'm broke enough.
My postpaid bills are killing me.
Urghh. Help me. Help me.
This Zinc bag is quite okayy.And it's limited edition.
Priced at RM33.OO
Well. Zinc products.
What do you expect?
But their products are cool.
Especially that little devil design there.
A fake Nike bag.YES. FAKE.
Well. Who cares.
The price is like half of the original one.
RM35.OO.
And I loveee that NIKE silver shining part.
Owhh. Bloggers.
Help me with this.
Pleasee. =D
Thursday, July 3, 2008
listening to : Gary Chaw - AiAi
condition : wtff.
time : 19:53p.m.
date : O3rd July 2OO8
WARNING!
Vulgar and inappropriate language is used.
And accept the fact that I'm not talking about all my fellow readers.
And faham-faham laa who's that.
Why would my dad be soo unfair?
He could scold me for being late for school.
I mean not that type of late.
Is just that fucking-bitch came earlier.
Why don't he just leave her when she's late?
Why am I the victim. Always?
And now. She thinks she's the boss?
what the fuck?
I want to clarify.
Bitch!
You're just a passenger.
Not a customer nor my boss.
I could just leave you alone and walk home.
Who cares anyway?
You think you would be raped?
You think you would be kidnapped?
I doubt that. You're unworthy for all these.
A piece of junk. =]
I don't care you want to bring a gang of junks to beat me up.
I have the freedom to blog.
I am a blogger.
Well. It's useless talking about this.
You, bitch don't even know what is blogging.
Actually. We had stopped anti-ing her.
But her actions today really pissed me off laa.
It's likee what the fuck.
You came and just tell me you called MY MUM to fetch us back.
Without even asking?
If that's your mum it's quite logic.
But now the matter is MY MUM!
Bloggie readers. You judge yourself.
To anti or not to anti.
And I'm not into creating groups to anti.
If I do. I guess the group would go overflowing of members.
And sorry to someone for not staying back today.
All 'thanks' to the bloody bitch.
condition : wtff.
time : 19:53p.m.
date : O3rd July 2OO8
WARNING!
Vulgar and inappropriate language is used.
And accept the fact that I'm not talking about all my fellow readers.
And faham-faham laa who's that.
Why would my dad be soo unfair?
He could scold me for being late for school.
I mean not that type of late.
Is just that fucking-bitch came earlier.
Why don't he just leave her when she's late?
Why am I the victim. Always?
And now. She thinks she's the boss?
what the fuck?
I want to clarify.
Bitch!
You're just a passenger.
Not a customer nor my boss.
I could just leave you alone and walk home.
Who cares anyway?
You think you would be raped?
You think you would be kidnapped?
I doubt that. You're unworthy for all these.
A piece of junk. =]
I don't care you want to bring a gang of junks to beat me up.
I have the freedom to blog.
I am a blogger.
Well. It's useless talking about this.
You, bitch don't even know what is blogging.
Actually. We had stopped anti-ing her.
But her actions today really pissed me off laa.
It's likee what the fuck.
You came and just tell me you called MY MUM to fetch us back.
Without even asking?
If that's your mum it's quite logic.
But now the matter is MY MUM!
Bloggie readers. You judge yourself.
To anti or not to anti.
And I'm not into creating groups to anti.
If I do. I guess the group would go overflowing of members.
And sorry to someone for not staying back today.
All 'thanks' to the bloody bitch.
yours truly; RAWR !
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