Sunday, June 29, 2008
listening to : Lee Hom - Fang Kai Ni De Xin
condition : arghhh! babiii!
time : 9:52a.m.
date : 29th June 2Oo8

Daniel's Birthday Bash 2OO8
Daniel's Farewell Party
GaryChaw's Welcome To My World Asia's Tour.
Danson's Er Zuo Ju Er Wen's Promotional Roadshow
GONE!
WadaFaak.
WadaFaak.
WadaFaak.

It's all because of that so called freaky PMR.
PMR! PMR! PMR!
And later. Avril Lavigne's Concert.
I'm sure to miss it again.
And then Daniel's PASTI promotional roadshow.
I'm soo gonna miss it again.
And Scouts Lencana Jaya's camp.
Sure to miss it.
FARRKK!

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I could help myself.
It had been one month.
I can't take it that.
We'd gone. forever.
But why should she be in my mind.
All her words.
All her laughter.
All the memories.
I couldn't help myself.
All my smile.
Are so fake.
And I look so like not myself in tuition anymore.
I don't know why.
I don't know how.
I prefer not knowing anything.

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School's Canteen Day was quite okay.
I sold all my Perfect Ice.
Congratulations to us.
And later I ran to Dunkmen.
JuYi. You really untung-ed a lot.
Then WaterFight.
And never go to FearFactor.
Not because I'm scared. Because it look a bit normal.
And HauntedHouse too.
The previous year's Haunted House was like Clown house.
So to preserve and conserve my money.
Just play both of it. =D
And I've earn RM9O++ in 3 hours time.
I'm imagining how much could those stand on stalls earn?
But my RM9O++ lost in one second time.
All went into my postpaid bill.
=(

!~* [T]e@rs [o]F [L]uV *~!
-loving you secretly; happy yet lonely-
- i'm her hero; heroes don't cry -
- [S²] Productions™ -


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Saturday, June 21, 2008
listening to : Sam Lee Sheng Jie - Cha Jian Er Guo
condition : forgetting the past.
time : 9:48p.m.
date : 21st June 2oo8

Saya telah mendapat EP PASTI Daniel!
Saya telah mendapat EP PASTI Daniel!
Saya telah mendapat EP PASTI Daniel!

Daniel telah menulis blognya dalam Bahasa Melayu.
Saya sebagai peminatnya tidak ketinggalan juga.
Setelah berjam-jam menunggu di Victoria Music, Sg. Wang.
Akhirnya EP PASTI telah sampai.
Dan saya amatlah PASTI yang sayalah orang pertama yang mendapatnya.
Stok baru sampai kira-kira 5:3Opetang.
Dan saya sudah menunggu.
Sebaik sahaja kotak dibuka dan dikira stoknya.
Saya telah mendapat EP saya.

Selepas itu saya bergegas pulang ke rumah.
Amatlah memuaskan hati setelah berjam-jam menunggu.
Akhirnya pulangan lagu yang menyentuh perasaan
menyebabkan tempoh jam yang menunggu tidak penting lagi.
Sungguh menyentuh hati. Sungguh bermakna.
Sesungguhnya saya yang tidak mendengar lagu Melayu sejak Tingkatan 1.
Kini telah pulang semula ke lagu Melayu.
Dan lagu Daniel yang lirik lagunya yang menyelami hati semua Pinkies.
Tidak terhingga.

!~* [T]e@rs [o]F [L]uV *~!
-loving you secretly; happy yet lonely-
- i'm her hero; heroes don't cry -
- [S²] Productions™ -


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Sunday, June 15, 2008
listening to : LinJunJie - AiYuXiWang
condition : dead brain.
time : 12:28a.m.
date : 15 June 2Oo8

I don't know why.
I don't know how.
I would be lost in a circle.
How hard I walk. How hard I strive.
I would still in the circle of problems.
I couldn't let go her.
How could I forget her?

Bloggie. Bloggie. Bloggie.
I have a lot of things to write.
But I don't know how to express it.

I really have no idea in loving her.
But my heart is still with her.
I'm still lost in her circle.
Wherever I go. I'm still in there.
Whatever I do. I'm still in there.

I know she wouldn't come back to me.
I know she wouldn't say the words 'I love you' again to me.
I know she won't be sharing all our laughter and cries together again.
But I'm stubborn.
Or maybe. She's wayy too important to me.

I wish that I could smile back again

!~* [T]e@rs [o]F [L]uV *~!
-loving you secretly; happy yet lonely-
- i'm her hero; heroes don't cry -
- [S²] Productions™ -

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Wednesday, June 11, 2008
listening to : Kenji Wu - QianQianQianShou
condition : phewwiitt..
time : 2O:35p.m.
date : 11th June 2Oo8

Phewwiitt number 1.
Daniel's PASTI EP is gonna out on 17th June.

Phewwiitt number 2.
We had a short sms after so long.

Phewwiitt number 3.
I'm in love with Connie Talbot's Over The Rainbow.

Phewwiitt number 4.
I help a lot of people today!

Phewwiitt number 5.
I finally understands Factorization for Mathematics.

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Phewwiitt number 1.
Daniel's PASTI EP is going to be OUT in stores this 17June.
I'd listened to Tiada Maaf.
A really shocking song from Daniel.
You won't expect the song to be like this.
Well. The EP Mini Album will tell.
Stay tune. And of course. Original laa..

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Phewwiitt number 2.
After like so long sms-ing day and night.
I finally got replied 3 times from her.
A good one though.
At least I know that she's not angry at me anymore.

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Phewwiitt number 3.
Remember that small girl in dress in British Got Talent?
It's no other than Connie Talbot.
I'm soo in love with her angelic voice in her Over The Rainbow.

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Phewwiitt number 4.
I help teachers around today.
I help my friends today.
I even help teacher to clean up the ProBIM room.
I help another long never chat friend for her Sejarah folio.
I think I'm kinda in GOOD mood today.

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Phewwiitt number 5.
After remembering formula and does exercise everyday.
Factorization. You're DEAD!



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Sunday, June 8, 2008
bye bye 2 months hair. hello haircut.
listening to : Kenji Wu - Wei Ni Xie Shi
condition : craziiee.
time : 15:15 p.m.
date : O8th June 2Oo8

Daniel is in Tmn Tun Dr. Ismail for Greenery something event.
And I'm here stucking up with my blarrdyy projects.
I so wanna go there.
It's something good right?
Excuses. Excuses. Excuses.

Holidays is un-officially over.
I hate school.
I hate books.
I hate studying.
But I have to. C=
and. I need to cut my kinda nice hair.
Just because of that sarcastic pathetic stupiiakk school rules.
Well. There's a lot of them with long hair still pass exams with flying colours.
And my daddy would start again,
" You're a student. Your job is to study. Fashion-fashion later laa. "

12 days after that day.
I'm still the same.
I'm like can't forget a single of her.
Her smile.
Her face.
Her eyes.
Her voice.
Her actions.
I know it's time to let go.
But letting go someone that I couldn't is hard.
She's like the one and only thing in my mind.
I wonder could I still love her.

owwhh yeahh.
E3! Here I comee.


!~* [T]e@rs [o]F [L]uV *~!
-loving you secretly; happy yet lonely-
- i'm her hero; heroes don't cry -
- [S²] Productions™ -
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Saturday, June 7, 2008
Sungei Wang SzeChuan Earthquake Charity Fund
listening to : Zhen Dong Ren Xin - Sze Chuan Charity Song
condition : still dying for her.
time : 11:55 a.m.
date : O7th June 2OO8

I know it's kinda late.
But my camera was out for last whole week.
So I don't have any pictures to upload till today.

31st May 2OO8.
Sungei Wang SzeChuan Earthquake Charity Fund.
Remember? My long lost previous blog post?
-Lend A Helping Hand-

I reached KLCC at around 1O:3Oa.m.
Lost on the way to Pavillion.
Well. I don't know which way is the main entrance of the convention centre.
Finally. I found out and reached Sungei Wang around 11:.OOa.m.
Since it's still early. I decided to go around to search for pink shirts.
Well. I've found one in BodyGlove.
But it look gay-ish.
Okay. cut the crap.
12:OOp.m. it starts.
And DJ Jeff and other AiFM DJ were there.
But he started it first.

- All the artistes giving out their feelings towards the victims -
[credits : Uncle Hyin]

- KarenKong -

- ChengLee -

- RynnLinYuZhong and his trademark pose -

- WillHuangWeiEr -

- Nick Chung -

- and My Idol : Daniel Lee -

a lot of artiste merchandise was sold and auctioned there.
And guess what. Daniel's pirate set was auctioned too.
And was sold to some Pinkies which I'd forgotten who at RM1OOO++.
Some kinda like that. It's a 4 digit number.
Well done to Daniel and other artiste.
Well done to me too!

- Daniel's pirate set = RM1OOO++ -

- I wonder how much is mine? C= -

And later. I flew to Fahrenheit's Canon EOS promotional roadshow.
WHEE~!
Well. My distance is good enough for me in getting thinner.
KLCC - Pavillion - SgWang - Pavillion - KLCC - Pavillion - Sg Wang - KLCC - Home!
I think KennySia should try this too..

!~* [T]e@rs [o]F [L]uV *~!
-loving you secretly; happy yet lonely-
- no elsie; no life! -
- [S²] Productions™ -

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Wednesday, June 4, 2008
forget about it.
listening to : JJ Lin - Ai Yu Xi Wang
condition : memories haunting me. cherishing me.
time : 21:27p.m.
date : O4th June 2Oo8

the eve of our 2nd month anniversary.
or maybe no longer anymore.
my phone rang at 8am today and reminded me that tomorrow is
the second month.
but. you'd left earlier.
leaving me alone.
going through all the loneliness.
i don't blame you.
i blame myself.
i blame myself for not loving you.
i blame myself for not taking care of you.
i blame myself for not giving everything perfect to you.
i blame myself for not being serious and appreciate the time.
meanwhile. tears dropping by..
i have no more guts to tell you that I love you.
but. I just want you to know.
I always love you.
Past.Yesterday.Today.Now.Tomorrow.Future.Always.Forever.
I couldn't say that I would wait for you.
Because I know I won't live forever.
I couldn't say I would get you back.
Because I know I won't change your decision.
I could only say I love you.
Because my heart tells me that you still love me.

a polluted air is always a polluted air.
no matter how u cleanse it.
people still named it as a polluted air.
a crow is still a crow.
no matter how i colour them back.
or no matter how i clean them.
they're still dirty in front of everyone eyes.
a playboy is still a playboy.
no matter how I changed.
your heart still thinks i'm a playboy.

our 2nd month anniversary.
would stay as my 2nd month anniversary.
you will always be my baby.
you will always be my heart number 1.
you will always be the most important one in my life.
you will always be the one I would die for.
you will always be the one I would sacrifice everything.
you will always be the one I love the most.

I know no matter how long I write in this bloggie.
You won't notice my sincerity.
But here's all I have to tell everything.
I'd lost you.
But I know my bloggie won't lose me.

!~* [T]e@rs [o]F [L]uV *~!
-loving you secretly; happy yet lonely-
- no elsie; no life! -
- [S²] Productions™ -

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Tuesday, June 3, 2008
listening to : Gary Chaw - Bei Pan
condition : i'm soo useless..
time : 1O:29a.m.
date : O3 June 2Oo8



I don't know what is going on with me.
A girl could ruin my whole life upside down.
I don't know how.
I don't know why.
I just can't let go and forget.
I know it's over.
But I keep trying as if it's not.
I'm crazy. I'm fool. I'm stupid.
There's no one that I'd cried before.
No one had been number 1 in my heart.
She's the only one.
But things had gone too fast.
I can't chase up and lost it.
I'd regretted.
But regrets are still useless.

Behind every smile;
there's a scar.

!~* [T]e@rs [o]F [L]uV *~!
-loving you secretly; happy yet lonely-
- no elsie; no life! -
- [S²] Productions™ -


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